According to Nietzsche’s writing, my ideals would be called Apollonian
The Apollonian ideal according to which I live engenders
The isolation I have known
Sometimes despising it
Bare loneliness
Chasing learning, reading, practicing music, listening to music, writing
Pensive
All alone
Moving from one state to another
Across the borders of nations
Chasing schools, careers, saying goodbye
Assimilating the norms of new places
All alone, living alone, sleeping alone
Traveling alone—for business or edification, or it all
Times spent in solitude
Now enamored, in amour, estoy enamorado
Another soul in my solitude
Awakening love, awakened love, loving life, my life, the other
Loving even the Apollonian life I chose, choose still
In love with it all, enamorado de todo