He knew me before my confidence was
Crushed, bravado broken
Before my psychotic episode eroded
The self we both knew
He knew me when I was
Bold, brash, tough, and accomplished
We talked over a few days about good times
Performed a couple simple songs we used to play
He noticed me shaking, heard me fumble a few notes
Didn’t want to hear me narrate
The tragedy my episode was, is still
Doesn’t want to hear about me weak, my weaknesses
I don’t like it either
But as it’s me, I have to live with the narrative
Continue as best I can with
The awareness of what once was
What I once was